Crap... This few days have been terrible... awful... corrupted..stinking...
HAIZ!
Sigh.. How should I start? Oh well... Things turned out so badly...
Being really emo-ish nowadays.. Sometimes I'll just look at the sky... and wonder.. "What's life? Why is my life so different from the others?" Haish...
Oh well...I'm so gonna be dead... There's so many homework, so many things to do, and so many tests(which means so many revisions to do)! Arh!!! D=<
Then then... Everyone seems to be going against me... All these suanning me and criticising me... I still remember them. And I'm tired of it. ARH! Oh well, cant say who rite? So~ Ask me in MSN! =X
Also feeling super weak these few days... Have been having ultra lots of toilet runs, back aches(again -.-) and late night sleep..
Blah blah blah. Talk abit more. Yesterday EL teacher was absent. So Dr Thuraisingam came in and relieved us! And woah woah... Out of all the people in the class, she actually selected me, vatsal and Xudong(ALIAS X.D. Liu {XD}) to speak something in the IN-Reading programme. What luck... =.=
Oh well... Today in the end lei... Got to do it with the PA system since it's raining and some group was like... -__-"
First they ask me to stay out of their stuffs. Then later they ask me to take care of their things. CRAP!! See... That's you all people...
When you do not need them, you make fun of it till you are as happy as ever. When you need them, then you go begging them for help.
Then went back to class. Was trying to chiong finish some of my homeworks. Then you know.. Having this special ability of strong smelling powers and strong listening ears... I actually heard this group of people saying "Vatsal and Kaisong talk crap sia, nice one! ^^". Oh well... Some things are better left unknown.
HAISH...
Not in the mood to do anything now... There were things I wanted to tell someone. But I never got the courage... =(
Here I am... I'm falling apart...
Does anyone cares? Don't think so...
Throughout my 16 years, I've been living through in the darkness...
Having all those fearful memories haunting me day after day...
it is like a scar that's bleeding non-stop
Everytime I needed all of your help,any single one of you even cared?
I need a tissue..[all of my supplies were given out]
Is giving me even just a singlebit of happiness really that hard?
Indeed...Trust no one but yourself after all...
What's the meaning of life? ='(
Time I upload some pics and video. Trust me. It's gonna lag.........[Yeap...Spamming time. Next thing, sleep. tommorow still got 3 tests... T___TThe sky this morning is so dark... Just like my life...It all seems just like a big fence...
Leave out all the rest.
In the Shadows. [If you want to download it in high quality, link is available in the youtube page. OR ask it from me.]
Graduation.[Don't knoe to look forward or not...]
A music video someone made which sings and sabo the characthers =X Safari by Dr. Bombay.
The Sailor Song
LAST 2. The Motivational video for archers. I'm proud to be one myself.
Oh well... That's about it. Gonna rush homework. Not in the mood for anything now... WHEN WILL IT END? T__T
"Doesn't matter what I do, nothing's gonna change, I'm never good enough..=("
Kai Song last roared after this post at 4:41 PM
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About me
Who am I? I am..
Tan Kai Song,
18 Years Old,
Born on 9th January 1992 (09011992) YPS,HYSS
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Network Systems and Security(Year 2)
ANTI-Smoking
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Ng Siew Ming ♥
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The sky this morning is so dark... Just like my life...
It all seems just like a big fence...
