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Thursday, March 06, 2008

Oh holy jesus... I'm sooo... sooo... well... you know it... yesh! I'm sad I'm EMO! Heh. Dun ask me why. I just feel so painful. It feels as though something stabbed right through my heart...

Haiz...It's somewhat about the class... I'm getting REAL SICK of what I'm having as my job as a class sweeper! Yea,imagine me sweeping the class every single time from the start of the year till now! >>:( Worse still people have been kind of insulting me by kind of calling me a future cleaner.(well most of them said that's my future ambition!) Even though some of the nice ones will somewhat say thanks...I mean... I've willingly sacrificed so much of my own time just to keep the classroom environment clean and all I got was these craps? I mean I dun really expect anything but doing all this...isn't it abit too much? Haiz... Maybe all I've done.Maybe it was all for nothing.

Then then... people really have me getting on my nerves. Disturbing me with all those stupid hellish bloody rumours, treating me as though I'm one born to be insultedmandmore than just that. It kinda hurts,and I cant put it in words. And you know what? All the "Shut-Up la!"s are coming back. Yesh,gone with my freedom of speech once again. CLASS! I've already let go of it! How many times must I say that! I'm dedicating this year to studying for 'O' LVL OK?! haiz... I'm really getting sick of this class.... Last year oso liddat. Tried changing for the better. In the end oso no result come out,what the world... First it was Vatsal den it's me...GOOD! Who's next?
This class...It's a torture...and I'm 100% SICK OF IT!

Nothing much this morning, lessons all day long. Only special thing = Yongwei treated me chocalate-marshmallow. And Holiday Homework piling up like a staircase to the sky...

Afternoon speech day rehearsal... It was a total failure like thingy... Tat who la! Rehearsal is like...taking all the hall people to te quadrangle... I know we are kinda short of people but leaving JUST ONE PEOPLE in the Control Room (since I'm in the hall) isn't a problem right? Then later having lunch alone in the canteen..(I had to wait till 4 just to have...)what you call Glutinous Rice or low mai gai... -.- WTH? Then eating alone is like... I feel so sad lor...The canteen just feels so empty. other than me. (cause being at the front. Looking straight at the back is one row of tables,dark and cold.)

Then Eleanor and Shane came. LoL Since when did those 2 came? Talked abit about homework and stuffs and they were so great to guess that I was emo.Yesh. I've been really EMO and sad for the whole day. Guess no one would have guessed that out before them.(in fact they are the only ones who guessed it out..) Then I go up immediately after the talking and great... when i wanted to work more,it's time to pack up.

Go back home.Even nicer. I missed my bus. Now you know I dun take bus 187 for nothing! ya... Need to walk home once again! But somehow...the walking seems like an eternity...

Now? Bah. My mum's rage never get any better. The same 3 lines nagging. Scolding my brother so seriously till he cry over such a small matter. Haiz... Why is life such a torture?

I really really need to rest... The ending for term 1? A sad one.... I really REALLY need to rest... So many homework... So many rumours...So many criticism...So much loneliness... So little trust between members... Why must this always happen? Yea... I know I'm typing in vain cause no one will care to read this or even care to console me...

Signing off,Kai Song the fallen one...

"Where have all the good men gone and where are all the gods? Where's the street-wise Hercules to fight the rising odds? Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?Late at night i toss and i turn and i dream of what I got,but all I got are nightmares..."

Kai Song last roared after this post at 7:32 PM

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